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Going Home

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by DR Varg

A pleasant time, was had by me,
this recent Wednesday, morn.
The dark, cold air was rain-filled,
yet, a lasting smile was worn.

This satisfaction (felt that day)
has been my norm, of late.
My attitudes been positive,
so often, I can state!

When I awake, it now,
is from the right side of the bed!
The day, I greet with wonder;
where I once felt empty dread.

I visited the Coffee Mill,
as I so often do.
I drank in my surroundings as
I sipped my steaming brew.

I read some poems and pondered them,
as people came and went.
The poets' words seemed very clear;
I knew just what they meant!

The time went by and my agenda
said I must depart.
I headed home. Another day
was off to a good start.

I drove into the driveway
of the Grande estate, brick red.
I stepped upon the flat stone walk
and, for the house, did head.

The outside door, I opened next;
then moved into its space.
My backside intercepted its
return trip to its place.

My fingers chose the proper key
to pierce the jagged slit.
I slipped it in the crevice, dark,
which it was meant to fit.

I turned it and the lock released.
To push, I then prepared.
The key was pulled. A nudge was planned.
But then... I stopped and stared.

For just one fleeting moment,
did my eyesight, get so aimed
that I could see this image
like a picture that was framed.

The vista which my gaze absorbed
now sparked my optic sense.
I looked with deep reflection
at the house beyond the fence.

Those steps, I've practiced, many times;
they are, by now, routine.
Yet, now I gazed upon this view
as though not ever seen!


                 

I paused while standing 'tween the doors
and mused this telling sight.
A soothing warmth came over me.
The view seemed basked in light.

Then rocking this tranquillity,
my thoughts chose to digress
and I recalled a place of gloom
possessed with hopelessness.

My presence, thus, was shifted
to my former residence.
The evil view which greeted me,
I clearly, now could sense.

That wreath of vines demanded
that I peek its sordid way;
an ever-present tollbooth;
e'er persistent that I pay!

The pair of geese that sat, therein,
had harbored, in their nest,
the means by which to enter
for a special, frequent guest.

But that was in the distant past.
Why did I still react?
The visits ceased so long ago.
That wreath announced that fact.

This ritual seemed ceaseless!
Would it, always, thus remain?
When en-tering, I was beset
with mem-o-ries and pain!

I shook my head; dislodged these thoughts,
then touched the wooden door.
Now I was back in Exeter
and bathed in peace, once more.

The heavy door squeaked forward
and my senses did take note.
I now was truly, safely home
and that...is all she wrote!

Dave Varg

      

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