Ah, well, a man's a man for all that--and the letters written by
Alec Wilder, though not sent, seem to prove the point. What could be described
as a literary device comes off very nicely as Wilder bares his soul to friends
(often unblushingly flattering their socks off), and one or two enemies.
One enemy, a wretched taxman who probably hates his life as much as Wilder
apparently does, is treated viciously. On the other hand, one can quite
imagine Wilder letting off steam fairly safe in the assumption that the
whole world hates taxmen and, more to the point, will find the piece amusing.
Yours truly knows that Wilder enjoyed writing these letters. There
is the charm of a phrase, which the man turns very well, which also reveals
his pleasure in the creative process. The early letters, supposedly written
as a child, are appropriately ingenuous in tone and are, in fact, the best
and often most hilarious letters of all.
Thereafter Wilder, a confessed coward, proceeds to slalom through life,
avoiding as much nastiness as possible until, of course, he succumbs to
drink. He then becomes abstinent, possibly wrecking a few relationships
around him in the process.
Wilder loved train rides, and why, oh why, didn't he simply book the
Trans-Siberian and find the vast emptiness one suspects he sought? There
was much sadness in the man. His diffidence seems at times rather unnecessary,
but there you have it; we are what we are and radical change is granted
only sparingly.
The saving grace, of course, was the man's music. Your correspondent
rather regrets being unable to write about Wilder's numerous operatic, concerto,
and sonata works. They are beyond my knowledge, which is a pity because
they have won wide applause elsewhere.
But Wilder's popular songs are more accessible and have been championed
(in my ranks) by Marian McPartland, Frank Sinatra, Keith Jarrett, and I'm
sure many more.
"I'll Be Around" tells of a man who is happy to be second best.
A guy waiting helplessly on the sidelines for the girl to return to him
"...and when things go wrong, perhaps you'll see, you're meant for
me." According to the letters, this is pure Wilder. Wilder the loser,
the coward who wished he was also capable of fighting with his fists. The
lyrics are wonderful, and the melody is as great as anything among the rest
of the song books. Sinatra sang the number beautifully on his Wee Small
Hours album.
Keith Jarrett's rendering of Wilder's "The Wrong Blues" shows
perfectly how good the writer could be. Marian McPartland, a close friend
who wrote the forward to this book, has also recorded Wilder's "Moon
and Sand," offering a refined intro to Chris Potter's saxophone solo.
There must be many more that I am unaware of, and it is high time I got
McPartland's Plays the Music of Alec Wilder. The author of these
letters and I have two things in common. We have both raved about the writings
of Robert Ardrey, and Wilder hated possessions, and I was once able to lift
everything I owned with my little finger (then I got married). The woman
(one's wife) just said, in passing "That looks like a nice book."
As always, she is right. |