Like any human around the world, I have fears. Every human around the world
has a fear because fear is a human emotion, and every human has emotions.
One of the fears I had when I was a little kid, as irrational as it sounds,
was being in the kitchen when my parents were going up the stairs to our
apartment.
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Every time I heard a THUMP or some footsteps and I was in the
kitchen, where the back door was, I would run away and hide. I did not run
to a specific room. I would just run to any room and hide. I would feel
very scared. I would think 'When will this end? Is that monster going to
harm me?' I did not know what monster was or what it would do to me,
but I just imagined that a monster was coming. Then I see it is just
my Mom and Dad.
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This is how I ran
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I don't know why I ran and hid. Maybe I did not realize
that they were gone at the time and maybe I thought it was a monster. As
soon as I realized it was just my Mom and Dad, I was filled with relief.
But after the first time I find out that it was just my Mom and Dad coming
through the door,
I still thought a monster was coming up the stairs the times after that.
I don't know why I did this repeatedly. I had this fear when I was little so
don't laugh. Maybe I was afraid of the noise. As I grew older, I outgrew this
fear. I do not know is how I overcame this fear. Maybe overtime I gained
common sense and said to myself 'No monsters are coming. It's just my Mom and
Dad.'
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This is how I would hide
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Maybe the fear just died as I got older and as time went by. If what I
was afraid of was the noise, maybe I thought to myself 'It's just noise. It
won't hurt me.' All I know is that I over came this fear and that I do not
run from the kitchen when I am in it and my Mom and Dad are coming up the
stairs any more.
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One of the monsters I was scared of
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I may not fear noises coming from the stairwell, but it is
only natural that I have other fears today, and I do. Another fear I have
is Barney the Purple Dinosaur. This may seem like a joke, but I am serious.
The things I fear about Barney the Purple Dinosaur is his god awful
tone of voice and how patronizing he can be. As you can probably guess,
though, I liked him when I was 4 or 5, but now that I am 14, I am scared
of him like a lot of other teenagers are scared of him.
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It is not shaming to have a fear, so there is no need to keep your
fears secret. I am not ashamed to tell others my fears.
My fears tell people who I am by saying what I would not like to see.
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