Romping through the Briar Patch by Zlanna@aol.com Please send comments, feedback to zlanna@aol.com Will Riker sat silently letting Deanna Troi make their report on the Son'a to Captain Picard, remembering the feel of her fingers on the back of his neck. Out of the corner of his eye he caught Worf's quick glance in his direction. Stiffening, Riker straightened up in his chair and considered his options.Then he got the idea. One he never thought he would never have considered yesterday, but then much had changed since then. All during the senior staff meeting the idea grew, taking shape and evolving. When Picard dismissed everyone, Riker had reached a decision. Hanging back as the rest of the officers made their way out of the conference room he smiled when Deanna raised her eyebrow as she filed past him. "You were awfully quiet, Commander. Mind not on the briefing?" He wanted to flirt back, but he hesitated. "You did an excellent job, Counselor. I saw no reason to interupt your flow." Beverly Crusher stifled her laughter, then caught Deanna's arm and the two of them sauntered down the hall, heads close together giggling like school girls. Riker turned to see a disapproving Worf turn to leave. "Um, Worf. Got a moment?" Riker asked. "I was going to ten forward to get something to eat," the Klingon answered, his eyes narrowing as if steeling himself for one of Riker's quick insults. When he received none he shrugged, "if you need to talk to me, you may join me there." "Great." The two men walked silently down the corridor side by side. It reminded Riker of earlier, happier days. Days before Deanna Troi spent her nights with Worf instead of in her cabin. When Worf had been one of his closest friends. But those days were gone. He studied the Klingon as they continued down the hallway. Riker began to doubt the wisdom of his current strategy. "You wish to ask for advice," Worf said. "About pursuing Deanna." "What?" Riker swallowed back the temptation to lie. "Would you have any advice if I were to ask." "What does your heart tell you to do?" the Klingon asked. Riker sighed. "I don't know. Maybe I'm imagining that she is interested in me." "She is interested." Riker didn't hide his inspection of the Klingon. Worf continued to fasten his gaze in front of him giving no indication he was discussing anything other than an attack plan. Riker walked quietly for a moment. "Why do you think she is interested?" "She has always been interested, Commander." Not always, Will thought, but he didn't argue. They reached the senior mess hall and took seats away from the gathering lunch crowd. No more was said until after they ordered. Riker was sipping his ice tea. He wanted something much stronger, but since he was on duty he made due with the tea. Worf broke the silence again. "I would not want you to disappoint her." "I wouldn't want that either." Riker looked away and ran his hand through his hair. Maybe Worf was right. If he and Deanna hadn't been able to get together all these years, what possessed him to think she would be interested in more than friendship now. "Hell, I don't know. The safest thing is to ignore these - feelings." "Tell her." Viciously the Klingon stabbed at his food. Riker watched him eat for a while trying to decide if Worf was hungry or angry. "You don't think I should see her, right?" Worf was as always, direct. "You should." "Right." Riker picked up a sandwich, holding it in the air. "Maybe I'll go see her now." Worf frowned and pushed his plate away. "Commander. Why is this so hard for you? You want her? Go and tell her how you feel. I do not understand all this turmoil you create by your hesitation. Do you want me to talk you out of telling her how you feel?" "No." Riker answered hastily, but he wasn't sure. "I don't know," he said letting the sandwich fall to the plate. He felt like an idiot, certainly not like the Commander of a Starship. He felt instead like an insecure eighteen year old, except he had the odd feeling he had been a lot more decisive when he was teenager. "Look," Worf said gruffly, "Go talk to her now, before you lose your nerve. Tell her how you feel. That is all you need to do. It is all you can do." "Right." Will pushed away from the table as he stood up, "Okay, I'll go see her now." "Good." Worf said, "Go." "Right." Riker wheeled around on his heel and started toward her office. He would go tell her. Tell her what, he wondered as he walked down the corridor toward her office. He was attempting to compose the perfect opening line when he passed Lt. Perkins as he rounded the corner to the medical wing. She flipped her head sending her long blonde curls swirling around her. Then she smiled in the suggestive way she used with him. He found himself comparing her smile to Deanna's. It was hopeless. He compared every woman to Deanna now. He had no choice. He had to find out where he stood with her. The only other time in his life when he had been so distracted by a woman was...was when he first met Deanna. **** Please hit return to return to the New Page